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July 21, 2017

New Stuff:

In Random Stuff: Hair

In Left To Myself : Being A Monk @ 16

In Not (As) Fat: Channelling The Inner Fascist

In Finding Home: Beauty

In The Rules: Between Rocks & Hard $$$

In Home Page: OBJECTS (at home)

In Silence In Spring : Thrombus

Beauty

July 20, 2017

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It’s the Architect’s Lament:

Why am I an architect? It’s easy to forget.

In creating a discussion for other architects a couple of months ago it became clear: Beauty. As an architect I have my face ground into determining or discovering Beauty every day. I am finally finishing the house you see in this piece. It was a decade of efforting Beauty.

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I fail at making Beauty every day – life compromises getting beyond itself to find the Beauty that’s given to us without merit or reason. As a Christian, I have no doubt that God lives in Beauty, and, yes, I am often dumb to it. But as the pics show, Beauty is an unrelenting mission for most of us.

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But Beauty – the undeniably compelling, inspiring, rejuvenating, thrilling truths of experience – are often simulated by architects, but ape-ing Beauty never works as a meme. Prayer is similarly elusive. I find it very hard to pray more than “I’m sorry.” I never ask for Beauty.

In designing things as an architect there are an infinite number of ways to be disconnected from the reason I became an architect in the first place. There are very few rational recommendations to build Beauty. It costs money, and even more time and always involves risk.

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Joisting with clients, contractors, codes, money, even abstract aesthetic morality can deafen me to the Beauty that’s possible in every move. Any number of architects lose themselves in these battles. Every fight can become a black hole of flaming, snarking douchebaggery that takes what you care about and screams “LAME!” back (especially when attempting Beauty.) It becomes so insane that several intimates I love just throw puppy pictures at Instagram to stay in touch and have let all other portals go dark.

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The problem is that after a couple of recent years at Cultural Volume 11, I think we have forgotten about the tangible truth of Beauty. It’s easier to trash what you are not part of. Architects make an intellectual living with all the other fine artists trashing those and the projects they do not mimic or venerate.

Hating on “the Other” is a safe place for more folk – including we architects who are not comfy inventing beauty, but rather refine cut-and-paste aesthetic sound bites into their buildings into an art form.

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Just like them, I forget Beauty. It is the architect’s lament – even though creating or revealing Beauty is my every day devotion, I forget that God lives in Beauty. And is just not in the aesthetic playpen of architecture.

Like porn for the Supreme Court, I only know Beauty when I see, feel or do it – silently overwhelming all the other stimuli: it is Beauty. I cannot conjure it up, argue it through, build it – Beauty just happens.

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Beauty is real. It can be felt, but it cannot be binged. It can be fought against for a while because it’s easier to be in full flight mode than deal with it. I know.

All the compensations, machinations, arguments mean less than the obvious truth of my reason to have this autonomic, unquestioned devotion to the purpose of making this – making Beauty.

Here in the northeast, ennui is defendable. But there is hard-edged Beauty, too. In art, music, children, nature – even architecture – because God is there too, often crystal clear and obvious despite ourselves. Ennui cannot coexist with Beauty: it is the one switch that is neither Fight, nor Flight, but Truth.

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DREAM HOUSE

July 19, 2017

duoonly-hometime-fbheader-1b-851x315_wTHURSDAY, July 27 – NOON! on WPKN 89.5fm Live! or Stream http://www.wpkn.org

We all want “our” home. Some want it so badly that they find a way to design and build their dream. Even fewer hire a designer to create a unique reflection of who they are. This very special Home Page focuses on a real life scenario where a homeowner and a designer joined forces to build a place to live in New Haven. Both will be in studio to relay their story, but it’s your job to review the photo’s below to go where radio can’t: image and space.

Designer Colin Caplan http://www.magrissoforte.com met editor and journalist Nina Lentini on one of his “Pixxa & Pints” bike tours. Both are gregarious. Both love pizza and architecture. Caplan trained to be an architect at Tulane, writes books about New Haven and beyond organizing tours has been an employee of numerous local architects, Both Colin and Nina talk to strangers. The rest is recent history.

Nina and her significant other Richard Norman had a tiny lot in New Haven, and Caplan created a very clear shape and an allusive skin, evoking many client fantasies as well a fantastic interior space and large window corner opening up to the backyard. Through humor and commitment, a dream was built.

According to Caplan:

“The client, empty nesters from the suburbs, wanted to build a small house on a tiny lot. The lot was a garbage strewn property in a transitional inner city neighborhood, once the site of a multifamily apartment house. They wanted a design that stood out from others on the street, made of early 20th century multifamily frame housing and apartments. At first they suggested a modular designed unit, but it was determined to be too constrictive. Art Deco style was indicated early on as a favorite. Clients also liked the idea of escaping the facade design on the rear of their house. As we developed their program for a two bedroom, on bathroom 700sf house I considered the context of neighboring designs and scale, sunlight, rain & snow, spacial balance & materials. Project needed zoning relief on the rear and passed its hearing. During construction changes were made to value engineer certain systems and fixtures. Original exterior skin on facade was to be stucco, but was changed to a fiberboard composite sheathing.”

Cost was a factor: and bidding got it to around $200K  – the winning bidder knew Nina in High School – Matthew Bowman. A two year process created a tangible piece of love in the new world of empty-nesters. The openness of the interior and the graphic pattern of the exterior make for humor, surprise, memory and connection to the owner’s lives: as well as the window wall bonding house to the land, inside and out.

Even in a post Housing Bubble, House Happens.

News

July 11, 2017

Process

Gold Model

Getting Done in Westchester

Inside/Outside

 

Stairs Going Up

Goetsche Stairs

 

 Entry

Sherman Stokes Entry

Getting Done in San Francisco

                                                                                                                 

 The outdoor chapel at Incarnation Camp in Ivoryton, CT

Click here to read about the project.

   

                                                                                                                 

CEPHAS Housing 25 Years Ago in Yonkers NY

Click here to read about the project.

                                                                                                                 

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Being A Monk @16

July 10, 2017

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This is an evolution of a piece at the behest of a friend, who read the first piece https://savedbydesign.wordpress.com/2017/06/24/summer-of-1972/ and noted that I had become a monk for 6 weeks: I went with it

“I’ll see you in August.”

My mother shut the door of our 1968 Oldsmobile Vista Cruiser station wagon, yet another time, after three years of serial withdrawal, returning to Westchester County, the bosom of New York City Suburbia. I was remoted up north, so she could serially remote herself from her marriage.

It was June in downtown Buffalo, 1972. It was hot. I was 16. It was a couple of weeks into the summer after 11th grade. The previous fall I had been voted one of the 2 captains of my high school football team, that had, again, won our very small private school league championship.

I had become self–sufficient, really only requiring my parents money to survive. Coming to Buffalo, my life had ceased to have its weekly island of church. Even when my mother was visiting, about half-time, being a mid-century Low Church Episcopalian simply ended. My guess is that those weekly jaunts, without my father, were the micro version of my evacuation.

Once gone, I was out of sight and out of mind to who was left south: just as was my father when my mother was in Buffalo. This was an unspoken, largely irrational gesture of accommodation of my family’s dysfunction (my father drank). But it’s real impact for me, largely unknowable for 20 years or more was that my four years in Buffalo were a situation facilitating sanctification.

I only realize this now, 45 years later, because Mockingbird has given me the perspective to understand beyond a self-help manual. Unlike a 10 Step Program, my “self-actualization” had a “spiritual” basis. I just thought I was surviving.

I knew, even at the time, in the absence of parenting, but with extreme edges of devotion, that I was left to be a monk in downtown Buffalo. Mockingbird defines my summer of 1972 as a “sanctification” :

“The concept of “sanctification” is taken from the Latin word sanctificare, which is a combination of sanctus “holy” and facere “to make.” Sanctification, then, refers to the process of becoming more holy/righteous/good/etc, of growing or maturing in faith.”

But to a 16 year old who wanted to play, it was the last chance to crush it. I had played some on my football team, less as the year went on. Not being a natural athlete I had played in the fall of 1971 because I was ready, because I worked out the summer before. I also played because I focused on the thing I cared more about than anything else – being good at football. This summer could command my full measure – to give me the benefit of the doubt.

My other focus, my best friend, was leaving, too. She was a classmate, and she summered in the Adirondacks. My co-inhabitant of our house was my 21 year old brother, who worked – and never said much to me if he was around – and when around he was often remotely in the hands of mind alteration.

So, this time when my mother left, I was alone, again.

In the previous spring I had discovered that the University of Buffalo had a program for rising high school seniors: if in, you could enroll in any undergraduate course. Including summer courses. Heaven. I applied, and got in.

I did odd jobs on my block for expense money, but my parents agreed to pay for any courses I could enter: remarkably inexpensive at a state school 45 years ago. I entered two 400-level, max credit courses. Both courses were 5 days a week, for 6 weeks, I wanted to do this because I was into school: grades were a thing I could do.

One course, reading and discussing about 24 Shakespeare plays, met from 7:45 to 9:15am. The other was about the history of Britain from the Magna Carta to The Bill of Rights and met one building away from 9:30 to 11. The professors were remarkable, the topics fascinating – it was a complete immersion.

But I was immersed in football too.

I was slow of foot, so I had worn 5 pound ankle weights for a year when I was not working out or sleeping. I had no driver’s license, so I rode my bike everywhere, rain or shine or dark of night. For several years I rode to the Downtown Buffalo YMCA where other high school athletes, off duty police and interpersonally ambiguous middle aged men were. The kids and cops worked out – the others seemed to watch.

So there was my summer: mornings cycling 10 miles up Main Street to classes, then cycling to our house, changed, had a large shake of protein powder, 6 raw eggs, vanilla extract, honey and skim milk, back on the bike cycling down Main Street to hit the track and weight room for 3 hours: then back home by 5 to study, sleep at 10 and wake to do it again. Weekends were working out and studying.

Six weeks seemed like an endless sea of time. I had 24 hours a day to do what was necessary, and only what was necessary. It was bliss. Letters from my friend, living with Cromwell and Shakespeare, sore and crushing it in the gym.

I had no friends, no family, no hobbies, no social life. But I had two things to do as hard as I could do them. In rotation: Mind, Body, Mind, Body. School, Gym, School, Sleep. 24 hours a day for 46 days. I went to bed exhausted. Mind racing, thinking of the next day

I never said a word before 7:45AM or after 11AM, and I was largely silent on weekends. There was no questioning: This was Right. I could do this. My grades were good, the class discussions intense and fun. My Leg Press on the old Universal Gym Weight Machine as completely maxed out, and my bench press was finally approaching my weight. I came to run, with the ankle weights, for an hour without distress – pushing to go faster on the 1922 banked track around the basketball court.

I could do this.

I may not have a family, I may not have straight A’s, I may not be the best player on my team – but I could get better.

I could get better.

Like those monks who have remoted themselves from the here and now are, I was intentionally pursuing sanctification. I fully immersed myself in dedication. I meshed with oblique academia for 4 hours a day, then I immersed my mind and body, completely, to do what I knew was right and good – to completely control my young life.

I had rejected distraction in the noise of the world to create an all-consuming day of maximum application of my mind, body, and yes, spirit. If you asked me if I was a Christian in 1972, I would profess confusion. There was no confusion here: I had created narrow perfection: I was in a place of sanctification: albeit with worldly means and motives.

But clearly, somehow, I had faith. In denial, control, focus, – in extreme limitation I fully launched into silence.

I was, for a short time, a monk. There were few questions. There were some answers. Those before me on the practice field in August paid a terrible price.

 

Hair

July 9, 2017

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Maybe its because my mother went to her grave at 4 score and more years ago with dark brown hair self-applied with Alberto VO5 and a plastic bag – all smelling of a lab – but I do not get the attention paid to hair.

I am 61: my hair is leaving the top of my head – flying off into my comb, but my eyebrows, ears and nose are rampaging in unabated hair explosion.
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(not me above) But there is a huge money and time dump being spent by so many people that I completely do not grok, that it is clear I am quite tone deaf.

Others have the same relocated hair and heavily manage it with shaving
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Or others have their hair turn gray (as I presume my mother did) and dye it
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or worse “Hair in a Can” or fake hair, or surgically relocated folicles, or baseball hats.

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Others (mostly male, but I make no assumptions) take enormous pride in having carefully sculpted beards – “hipster” beards –
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But lately, the arbitrary, often DIY primary color hair coloring on usually normally frumpy unhip humans is virtual self mockery
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All of these flailing efforts are the extreme manifestations of our entire culture somehow buying into the idea that hair is either an opportunity for self expression, or experimentation, or fixing a flaw: Its like a huge social tattoo that can be removed.

I cannot see how time can be thwarted, how I cannot be as lame as I am, how a “Look” makes me into a different person. If I am right the zillions of hours and dollars spent are just another backstroke against tides of inevitabilities that all of us feel compelled to do.

Cutting, coloring, shaving, sculpting is at best temporary, and looks infinitely worse without even more hours and dollars dumped into upkeep.

This stuff grows.

I know because I have to cut my nose hairs when I sense I am distracting people, but who is fooling who?

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“The Pursuit Of Happiness”

July 4, 2017

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Its the Fourth of July and I am in the office. Not odd, as its my office, but yesterday was a classic road day, as yesterday meant people had the day away from their work, and thus they could work with their architect.

3 states, 300 miles, 6 visits: first design ideas offered up, then budget results discussed, then a job site visited, then another, then a design evolution face-to-face, then a potential client, then home.

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It took 11 hours. From a $million+ home to a $15K deck, to projects in between, it was, perhaps, my 50th multi-location trip of the year, and I have done at least 3,000 of them since I have had a practice.

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You could say this is a necessary reality of being a house architect. But its about as necessary as this piece. I seem to be itinerant: others have clients meet in their office, or do not take small work far away, or agree to meet on “vacation” days. Many have hobbies. Many gather with their fellow architects. Most work for other people and have “hours”.

I am clearly in pursuit of something. Does it make me happy? I am happy driving home – if things went well. But none of the meetings, and none of the 3000 trips solved anything. The various processes were advanced, the projects moved forward, but there was no “completion”. The pile was pushed forward, but not removed.

On the simplest level I served the mission. I insert myself amid many competing aspects to make ideas more real. Some ideas are fully realized. Others should not, or cannot be made real, but there are many, they need reality-checking. Seeing, talking, touching these truths has to happen.

The pursuit of happiness is not happiness. But for me exhaustion is necessary – not completion. Effort is the means to get to being spent. If there is omission, fear, or spacing out – if there is no road trip, the mission is MIA.

Others binge watch. They shop. They go to movies or the mall. They tour or read. Somehow I cannot. I write enough reading is a necessary assignment. TV fills a place where I cannot do something else. Unless my wife buys them, my underwear is 20 years old.

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And I write this on a “vacation day” because, well, its part of the mission. I wish I had faith that its a good thing. But it seems to have been necessary. Some, not all, sharks swim to breath. Others have developed the ability to rest and push water across their gills.

Apparently I am one of those fish who needs movement to breath. This cannot last, but its seems, like the swimming shark, natural.

Is the shark happy?